It is a tragedy that you have seemed to be trapped in a cycle of inactivity when it comes to creation. Quite a shame that it looks like you're sacrificing a lot leave too, even if it's not a complete absence.
However, we can't stop you if this is something are willing to go through. And we all know real life can be a bit of a hassle, so we understand why you would want to do more with your life outside of the internet. All we can do is wish you luck on whatever it is you are doing outside of Newgrounds and the internet in general, and we hope that whatever it is you are doing, you will find fulfillment and joy doing it.
Finasty
Well, real life stuff is way more important, so it's better to done that first and slowly working on your hobby, atleast you still keep making your account active